“OMG, if you can stop that easily why on earth would you start again? Once an addiction catches hold of you the grip just gets tighter, why risk smoking again. Like Steve says, watch east Enders, run, take up bungee jumping....anything but smoking..
it is possibly the best decision I have made in my life...But I don't want to preach because I hate ex -smokers that do...!
good luck anyway, whatever you decide
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When I wrote this reply, I had already been smoking for a week or two. I was going through a bad patch - a bit directionless, too many things to get into here. I am just at a point in my life where I am floating. I went out of my way to start smoking because I thought it's the less evil than some of the other things I could be doing. So, I smoke for a week or two, or even a month if it lasts that long. Then I stop. I do believe it's extremely bad for you. It's toxic. I go out of my way, so that my 6 year old daughter has never seen me smoke in my life. I don't want to OK smoking by her seeing her dad smoke. It's a bit of a hypocrisy, but it is what it is.
Otherwise, I would say I lead a relatively healthy life. Go for walks daily, twice with the wife. We eat lots of fruit.So does our daughter. We don't really have fizzy drinks in this house. I love chocolate so much, that I don't allow my wife to buy them in the weekly shop. She normally used to buy them from me. So, I suppose on some level I am probably trying to justifying it to myself. I know it's not good, and it's not right. However, even when was a non-smoker I was always OK with others smoking around me. It did not effect me. And I did not also want to be that ex-smoker who always has a go at smokers.
Oh by the way, we don't hardly watch telly in my house. I wish we did because, my daughter really needs to learn to watch regular telly, like saturday programmes so she can talk about it in school.
Based on the description above, you guys will probably think we are Amish or something
- not to say it's a bad thing to be Amish.